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Saturday, April 17th, 2010

Subject:I Survived.
Time:1:00 am.
Mood: contemplative.
I did it. Didn't die. Didn't fuck up my life and had complete control over myself. I win.

Zak's party was fun and I rule at beer pong. I kept my buzz and remained "mom" most of the night. :-) Rock band was good too and some other people I really wanted to go came :-) All in all it was a good night... sadly the week didn't stay this way.

Sunday was alright, the aftermath of the party wasn't terrible and then at night shit just went bad. Exes running their mouthes ruined my night with an awesome dude. :-( Thankfully we got to straighten that out this week.

I found out Monday night when I finally came home that my Grandpa is moving to Florida permanently this Tuesday. Not thrilled. My family is tiny as it is and I don't like it getting smaller. Not to mention there's already issues with certain family memebers and being greedy. :-(. Your family member's health is more important than fucking money.

I've got friend drama going on as well. I don't want to lose my friends (and I'm not directly involved with any of it, I'm just the "mom" of the group so everyone comes to me with it and I don't mind.) and I don't want the group to get seperated. I think back to when I was 20 and never had any of this shit happen, I just had to deal with having an extremely short fuse and a slight anger problem hehe.

I've also got more back pain. FML. I caught the stupid allergy sinus crap thats going around and from coughing so hard I pulled back muscles (I hope).

Annee's party is tomorrow and I hope things go well :-) I thoroughly enjoy hanging out with my friends, they make me happy.

This morning was good too :-)... confusing but good.

I love you guys. :-)
2 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Thursday, April 8th, 2010

Subject:In the Long Run...
Time:2:09 pm.
Mood: okay.
... things should work out. At least I hope so.

Surgery is over and done with and I'm healing up well. I go back to work the 28th so that'll be a relief... Things lately have been good for the most part and I am praying to whatever god likes me they stay that way.

I've got great friends at school and hopefully making a few more by the end of the semester. My friends are amazing and I truely cherish the time we've had together.

Things with my family are alright, wish my grandpa was in better health... he fell almost a week ago and we were worried he might have had a stroke... but he didn't so that's always good. Bad news he was in the hospital for a few days and he has to have 24 hour around the clock care and he isn't happy with the options we have given him... I feel bad but sadly that's how life goes.

There's some things in my life I wish I could fix but I gotta be patient and wait it out. Gah. I'm trying to take summer classes to hopefully help make up for some of the crap I've had to deal with this semester.

I am breaking edge this weekend. My life has changed quite a bit and being straightedge isn't right for me anymore. No I won't go running around being a constant drunk whore or anything like that or smoke myself stupid, but I will periodically drink once in a while. I've reached that point of my life where I feel I am responsible enough to myself and my life now where I will not fuck anything up and I won't do anything stupid :-D

So now for the venting... certain people in this world have a seriously warped up view of how things work and what is acceptable and what isn't. Apparently emotionally cheating is completely exceptable and isn't cheating but I don't think that's the case. I just don't understand why people think it's okay to do this. It's just as bad as any other cheating!

One more thing. People that are happy that don't deserve to be piss me off. It seems like the good people in life always get walked all over and fucked over... makes no sense... Oh well :-) I can handle it Haha

So glad the weather is perking up. I think that's everything, my mental ADD is starting to kick in.
scream a melody

Saturday, January 16th, 2010

Time:11:59 pm.
Mood: happy.
I am not writing about this because I'm pissed off. I'm thankful.

I am thankful that I am no longer friends with someone who lies to everyone including themselves. I refuse to be friends with people that get so caught up in their lives they no longer know what's the truth.

I am also happy that I'm no longer romantically involved with anyone like this. When emotions get involved it's tough to pull away. I've done it and am ready to move foward and ahead in a new direction.

If this person wants to be involved with someone underage and lie to his friends about her then she obviously isn't important enough to him. If he wants to still flirt text me (which I didn't want) and lie to her about not liking anyone else, not my problem. Best part is, today he told me he still had feelings for me. LMFAO. You're with someone else. Really?

So when I call him out on his bullshit, he tells me to have fun being fat and alone. You can fix fat (Which I am working on it), but you can't fix ugly or your messed up teeth. You can't fix your head until you want to get it fixed and you can't fix the fact your fixated on younger women and you are going to wind up in jail.

Enjoy spreading HPV around to other women and possibly giving them cancer, being a slut has gotten you nowhere in life. Lying has gotten you nowhere in life. It only pisses off the nice friends your have and your family.

So I'm ready to move foward and ahead, hopefully with someone new and if not, oh well! *sigh* its like if I only knew what time I wasted, I wouldn't have bothered. Not for all of the frustration I've gone through.

I've learned a lesson...

I'm renewed.

You were a rebound that lasted too long.
scream a melody

Monday, December 7th, 2009

Subject:The end of the semester...
Time:2:07 pm.
Mood: cold.
... is drawing to a near close...

I've learned alot of things about myself and about how people function... There goes thinking you knew everything :-P.

So where have I left off...

October was my last update. Life is pretty much still the same...

I have some amazing friends at school whom I love very much, I have my classes, my work, and other people in my life who are good...

The group of us from OCC went and saw Boondock Saints II and went to Denny's the day before Thanksgiving. I can honestly say that was one of the best nights I have had this semester :-).

Thanksgiving was good, Jay joined us. Grandpa's not doing so well with the Alzeheimer's but that's life.

Black Friday, worked 6 - 2:30... had a movie night at Annee's. YAY :-)

Since then it's been mainly work and school. I went to a show this past Thursday... got to see Throwdown and Bury Your Dead and then Saturday I saw Thursday and The Dillinger Escape Plan.

Yesterday was my Wind Ensemble concert... all I gotta say is we played well surprisingly and I looked good for a change :-).

So that's been the outter edge of my life this past month and half...

To start off, my battle with HPV is not going anywhere... tests still came back abnormal. Very stressful to find this out towards the end of my semester... I just pray nothing is turning into cancer. I don't need that, especially not now when I'm pulling my life together...

What else, oh... the constant struggle with Jay's roommates is slightly aggravating. They won't let him be happy and they constantly bother him while we're hanging out... There's on in perticular who's a huge hypocrite too... she says he isn't home enough but she can't be out whoring around and not taking care of her children whenever she wants leaving him and the other roommate to take care of them but she's the good guy? YEAH NO.

Then there's some minor, extremely minor drama at school... don't tell me you're going to be friends with me and just use me to make out and not talk to me. If you can't say hi to the person you're friends with in public / at school, then you're a huge fucking liar. If you can't be friends with me because I'm friends with a few of your exes and a few people you don't like, then that's fucking petty... seriously.

Honesty is my best policy and I just wish everyone else followed it. People wonder why I don't show much emotion or pour my heart and soul out... it's because people lie. ALOT. Be honest with one another, it makes things so much simplier and less complicated. REALLY IT DOES.

I don't mean to sound like I'm bitching... things would be a tad easier if people weren't petty... (in general).

If you can't be my friend, then you're losing out. Not to toot my own horn, but I'm amazing and loyal to those that are my friends.

Never back down, never give in.
2 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

Time:10:15 am.
Mood: satisfied.
I get to see him tonight in PHILADELPHIA!!!


That's all!
scream a melody

Monday, October 19th, 2009

Subject:Holy Wow...
Time:2:37 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
it's been a while since I've written. I originally wrote it's been a while since I've dated. LMAO. Wow. Good job brain!

Let's keep it simple.

I got a new car and I love it. It's expensive but worth it.

Lot's of guy drama. Had a boyfriend for two weeks (Tom), we split last Wednesday, no biggie. I had someone else make out with me (had a gf) and then tell me a week later I was like a sister to him... ODD. Then we were going to be friends and he just upped and avoided me until the other day. Like really? WOW. We were going to hang out sometime this week but I doubt that's going to happen... This should be an interesting semester.

Shows. I went to see MyChildren MyBride, Impending Doom, the Acacia Strain and August Burns Red twice this past week. AMAZING! I saw them in Rochester on Wednesday and then two nights ago I saw them in Syracuse. Of course, our show was much more intense AND I got to meet and talk with Vince (the lead singer for the Acacia Strain) and mention how Rochester was lame AND he agreed.

From Saturday's show, I have a massive bruise on my spine above my tailbone from the pit and lots of other bruises. The night was good. I went and hung out with Jim and his friend Josh for a while in Caz. It was nice to just get out of the house.

Yesterday Jay came over and we hung out. :-). I'm glad that things are good between us (friends). I hate having animosity with someone I used to share an important part of my life with.

School and work are my main focuses, since they are kicking my ass together. LoL. I try to hang out with friends as much as possible to keep my mind off of the hecticness. I have made quite a few friends at school too and that's always awesome :-).

So my yellow hair dye finally showed up two Saturday's ago. I was way more excited than a kid in a candy shoppe. Funny part is most kids my age are out drinking and fucking on a Saturday night... me nah. I'm working and then coming home to hair dye that makes me spaz when I see it in my mailbox. So needless to say, tomorrow I should have new hair, granted that it bleaches out right.

Oh and my student loans are deliquent. FML. :-(. I'm working on it. I woulda had some money but I had to pay the house taxes. :-X. I hate being broke. My mom just texted me and told me to quit eating out at places... Jay and I had pizza last night, he bought, not me. :-(. I would really rather not get a second job... We shall see.

And some girl just started staring at me. Weird.

Tom needs to hurry up and get out of work so we can hang out... and I'm starving... And I'm gonna go now.
4 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Sunday, September 20th, 2009

Subject:The First Full Week
Time:9:57 pm.
Mood: sick.
Of classes is done. I'm touching up my hair as I type this and rumor has it my yellow will be shipped out this week! YAY!

And thats like the only thing worth mentioning that's awesome this week. This week has been a major bummer... with a few ups that come crashing down almost instantaneously.

Long story short, I'd like to write a short letter...

Dear Drama,
Get the fuck out of my life so I can be happy again. K Thanks bye.

I've hung out with a few people in the past week. It was fun for the most part. I got to hang out with Amanda and some people she knew. That was nice :-)

Jay and I hung out Saturday night and we got talk some things out after he managed to kill my ability to sleep Thursday night. Needless to say, our friendship is good now.

I also found out this week that certain people LOVE to manipulate how I feel... I was kissed by two guys this week and BOTH had/has girlfriends. REALLY?! WTF! One of them I super like and I just know it won't go anywhere... and I'm mega bummed about it... even though he's single now, it's just like FML. URGH! I just really hate being lead on... especially when the person is AWESOME.

I got my new car Wednesday... it's wonderful and is the only thing keeping me sane right now.

I've got a sore throat and I hope I'm not getting sick...

My medusa is healing up well. I'm glad I got that pierced.

Bah, I need to go pay my bills and shower to get this dye out and go to bed... School 9 - 1:30, work 2 - close.

Until next time.
2 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Sunday, August 23rd, 2009

Subject:I Love That New Car Smell...
Time:1:54 pm.
Mood: okay.
Since I've last update I went to three shows.

The 10 for 10 tour on the 7th, CKY on the 9th and Otep on the 20th.

10 for 10 was so much fun! I went with Stephie and Matt.
CKY was amazing as always, and I took my brother and sister for their first concert.

Otep was okay... not as great as I expected, but it was good none-the-less.

Erm, let's see.

Besides work I've been working on getting my financial aid set up for school.

OH! And I now need a new car. My car's headgasket is currently going. ACK. So I'm car shopping, and hopefully I can find a good deal on something I want.

Luther is sick today... :-( We think he pulled his leg muscles... hopefully it's that and not "I-ate-something-I-shouldn't"...

Hopefully I will be getting my medusa done this week! :-)

That's it for now!
9 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Wednesday, July 29th, 2009

Subject:4.0 Bitches!
Time:12:02 pm.
Mood: hot.
Yep! This girl got a 4.0 in her first semester back to college :-D A in English 103 and an A in Psych 103. :-) Must say I am proud...

Went to Warped Tour with Amanda and her friend Keith. SO FUN! :-D We had a good time and got burrrrrned.

Went to Alexandria Bay for a bit with Jessica, Becky and Joe. It was fun for the most part.

Tomorrow is my day off and Miss Amanda is cutting my hair for me and waxing my eyebrows!! :-) They need it! HAHAHA.

Other than that, it's just been work and then home with everyone. It's been good...


Can't wait for next semester to start... it's going to be tough :-)
scream a melody

Friday, July 10th, 2009

Time:10:15 pm.
Mood: creative.
So Okay... I need some help from some of you, if you're interested in a this site. I'm trying to get sign ups for work... So tell your friends!

If you haven't made a shockhound account yet DO IT! You would be helping me out and discovering an awesome music site! Itunes + Myspace had a baby and you should cuddle this thing like crazy and check it out! Make sure you enter the promo code when you sign up so I get the credit! Thank you and I love you all!
2 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Thursday, July 2nd, 2009

Subject:School Has Kept Me Busy...
Time:6:35 pm.
Mood: okay.
So I am done with my English class as of today... I'm hoping I get an A. So we shall see!! I'm taking a break from my Psychology class right now. We had our second exam at 6 and have to be back by 7. It was a tough one and hopefully I will pass. Our last exam, I got a 90/120 which equaled a B so not bad and on our writing assignments I've basically scored a 20/20 and I'm doing all four so I will get extra credit :-D.

Jay moved back in with me at my mom's and hopefully he will find a job soon. He's been looking but there isn't too much in Syracuse, well anywhere really.

Our one year was June 13th, which was a lot of fun, even though I had to go to work the next day and do inventory. Here's what Jay wrote, and it pretty much sums it all up.

"Erica and I had our one year on the 13th. It was a lot of fun!

We went to the waterfall where we had our first date. The water was nice, but not warm enough for swimming. We just sat with our feet in the water instead and took pictures!

I also got her a nice framed Twilight poster of Edward and Bella. of course, my stupid ass failed to remember that she has no room to hang it up. Haha. She liked it anyway. I am sure we can find a place for it.

We went to the Jacuzzi room I had rented for us and used the hot tub for a while, then it was off to dinner!

Then we went to dinner at Cavallo's. We went to Carmella's originally, but the prices were insane, so we left. The food was amazing. A family of yuppie morons kept looking back at us and giving us stupid looks. We took great delight in talking about them, just loud enough for them to hear of course lol.

Then,we went to the fountain in downtown Utica, where we also had a date last summer. After that, it was back to the nice room, for the hot tub.....and the rest is history. :-D"

We've seen Terminator: Salvation, Night at the Museum: Battle for the Smithsonian, Angels and Demons and Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen in the past month. All of the movies were great! I'm so happy that good movies are finally coming back out again!

Work has been work. It's good and I've done lots of interviews for seasonals. We hired one girl so far so that's always good.

My Psych class ends the 16th so that's exciting. If I do well in both classes (C or above), I may be able to petition to get financial aid back (well be eligible for it, I never was the first time I was here, my mom made too much money).

This past Saturday, Jay and I went and saw Combichrist, Julien-K, Aesthic Perfection and Dismantled in concert in Buffalo... and I was the first one to get in! (Besides the VIP people who had to go in the back and got in early). So either way the show was fantastic and goth girls are not meant to dance... It was funny...

I have 4th of July weekend off and have no idea what to do. I think I'm going to take the dogs to the dog park in Liverpool... I think Luther would really enjoy that.

Well I think that's everything that's been going besides me going to the gym... which I put on muscle weight. ACK! So now I gotta work a little harded to lose weight. GO ME :-P

Oh, and I had a doctor's follow up for my cervical dysplasia in June... they found another small spot of it. This time they won't have to cauterize it, they only need to freeze it off! YAY! I get to go do that the 9th. The biopsy they did on the 25th was awful! The first sample didn't want to detach... tugging and clipping for a minute is really more painful than it sounds...

Okay, now I really think that's everything...
scream a melody

Wednesday, May 20th, 2009

Subject:Now That Life Has Calmed Down A Bit...
Time:12:48 am.
Mood: okay.
The move back home went okay. Jay and I split the night before my vacation started and I had to pack all by myself but at least he helped me move.

That week I hung out with Paula and her friend Rachel alot (thanks guys) and Stephie and her boyfriend George (thank you guys!) and I went to Mystic twice (once with Ashley and her lovely girlfreind Tiffany and once with Paula). After the outing with Paula we all went to B'ville Diner. FUNNNNNNN :-D

Went to the Suicide Silence / Bury Your Dead and had some fun... wasn't in the best mood because of the break up but it happens. The new singer for Bury Your Dead did not float my boat. Oh wells.

Jay and I went to 3Oh!3 the night before I moved... bad idea but it was so fun... we were so tired in the morning... HAHA.

After I moved home I went to the Earth Crisis / Madball / Walls of Jericho show... so fun! Made new friends and ran into old ones. YAY!

Mother's Day Jay and I got back together, which I was deathly ill for. Thought I had Swine Flu and thought I was going to die. HAHA. I had a wicked bad fever that I was shaking from, sore throat and aches like you would not believe!!

Mid week I found out a secret I should not have found out and things are rocky for us now. We are working on it...

One of the people who was involved with it I thought was respectable and it turns out she isn't... Told her how I felt and she doesn't understand why it's dirty to send pictures of yourself in a bra to someone's boyfriend. HM, no morale? She works across the hall from me and so does her boyfriend so now he gives me the stink probably because of some bogus story she gave him. God knows if she is actually cheating on the poor kid or not...

I'm excited that I start school in 10 days! WOOO... I'm thankful work is working around my schedule which means I am still full time! :-D

I got to see Jessica yesterday and her family (minus Becky and Joe). I missed her sooo much! and I get to see her tomorrow and then Thursday is my ASM meeting :-D Should be fun.

Jay is coming over on Sat night and I actually have Sunday off so we get to hang out :-D YAY!

I think that's everything. Sorry to those of you who thought I died or something... just haven't had the time or the mood to write.
scream a melody

Sunday, April 19th, 2009

Subject:For You I Will Wear My Sunday Best On Tuesday...
Time:9:06 pm.
Mood: content.
Car got fixed Monday! It was apparently bad parts... most likely the fuel injectors and if my mechanic got new ones (we had used ones before) and didn't charge me for them, he's in deep deep trouble!! :-P

So Monday's show was fuuuuuuunnn. I fell in love with a new band (well new to me). The Ghost Inside. Amazing live! Terror was just as good as when I've seen them before... All Shall Perish was good, Winds of Plague and Emmure, not so impressed with. Definitely CD bands, and I do like them on CD. It was weird. Toph's band Unfinished Business wasn't too bad! Ran into lovely people (Adam, Steph, Deb, Matt and the like) and it was all in all a good time. :-)

Wednesday was off to Potsdam! :-D I got to hang out with Jessica and see Mr. Stephen Lynch. Absolutely fabulous and hysterical. Watching annoying drunk girl fall down the bleachers on her butt was awesome... and watching her try to climb back up holding on for dear life was also hysterical. However, the bleacher butt I got from it was not so cool... My bum hurted! :-P

And basically Thursday through today I've been going to work, the dog park and the gym... what a fun week... My next day off isn't till Wednesday (and my last day off was Wednesday).... I'm half way through my long stretch! :-D

I have another doctor's appointment Wednesday. Hopefully all goes well.

Now some random thoughts.

If your boyfriend wears a shirt that reads "The Man [then an arrow pointing up] and then The Legend [with an arrow pointing down]" Then congratulations! You are officially dating White trash... ohhhh and the shirt screams "tiny penis" too... *coughJay'sEx'sNewBfcough*
ROFL ROFL I needed to share that.

A and B are dating. C is a friend of B. A blames C for his relationship errors. I fucking love that. DOUCHEBAG. I could understand if C was really at fault but in reality A is just being kinda a douche at the moment. Lesson learned? Look at yourself before pointing the mighty finger of blame...

I think I'm done. I'm going to go pack (maybe hee hee) and listen to more The Ghost Inside.
3 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Sunday, April 12th, 2009

Subject:Hoppy Easter!
Time:9:15 pm.
Mood: fabulous.
So 18 more days and counting. I can't wait!! Yeah so it's kinda taking a step in the wrong direction but my schooling is important and my pets are to me too... I'd like them to have more room to run around in... I think with 2 acres we can manage that! And Yes I will be a good 25 / 30 minutes from Syracuse but I don't mind driving!

So Easter was good... food and family. YAY! LoL

Tomorrow is the Atticus Metal Tour show. STOKED. Tomorrow is also 10 months for Jay and myself... it seems a lot longer! LOL.

We took Zero to the dog park today and it was so cute. He had fun, but didn't quite know what to do with himself at first.

Got some sweet shows to go to in the next few weeks. Suicide Silence, 3Oh!3, Earth Crisis... I am looking into possible Nine Inch Nails tickets, Marilyn Manson tickets and Rancid / Rise Against tickets for later on in the summer... not quite sure yet.

Thankfully all of those are after school is done for the summer :-D

Hopefully my car is fixed tomorrow... It's hiccuping while idling and while driving a bit. We replaced all four fuel injectors and it's still not fixed. :-X. I hope it's nothing tooooooos serious. I love my car!

Plus I'd rather not have to buy a new one right now :-D

I filed my applications for TAP and FASFA today... now all I have to do is get my residency form (I have to go to Oswego to get that) and pay my tuition and I'm good. :-D

This week = awesome. YEP. I'm stoked for TERROR tomorrow. LOVE THEM! :-D Plus I finally will get to see Chris's band play (hopefully as doors are at 5 and I'm out at 5:30... unlesss I leave early... we will see...)

I'm off to maybe pack, not sure yet LoL
2 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Sunday, March 29th, 2009

Subject:Homeward Bound
Time:8:19 pm.
Mood: creative.
So alot of things have come and passed in the span of me not writing.

Let's start with Monday, work and all that and I come home from work and the woman upstairs (who had been playing music loudly all weekend on and off) sees me get out of my car, shuts her door and turns the music on as soon as I get in the apartment. I could hear her bass over my dishwasher and video games.

The Friday before that was the store's Twilight party which was so fun and went so well!

Tuesday morning was a blast. NOT. I had to have a sit down with my upstairs neighbor because of the noise she loves to make. She was late of course and left an infant and a 4 year old out in the car by themselves... parked in a no parking zone in front of the building... She denied everything I accused her of (which I have witnessess for everything) and then the on site manager took out a letter that was written by the woman who lives above them comfirming everything I said.

Here's her defense, she is a loud talker that's how she is (she screams though), she never yells at the infant in her care she talks to her and the baby giggles (also not true), she plays her music extremely quiet... I shouldn't hear her bass over my dishwasher AND gears of War at the same time! She then proceeded to tell them that I smoke pot and had 4 friends over this weekend! I was at Jessica's or at work all weekend and I don't do anything (my on site manager knows this)... Then the lady tried saying Eric said to two other tenants (one of them being the woman wrote the letter) "I'm going to get this niggers out of here". He would never say something like that outside of the apartment LOL. So after she left (because she got out of hand talking about how she sings for "her Jesus" [and yes I complained about hearing her words at 8 am in my bedroom and understanding everything she was singing] and then trying to pin stuff on me) I had to explain about how what she was saying was not true and I can get proof of times of not being home on the weekend and they can come look in my apartment, there isn't even any alcohol or cigarettes in there... so needless to say I'd like to choke the shit out of the ignorant woman upstairs who is not legally on the lease (it was originally her husbands apartment and she just added her self on and they ignored it since she was married to the guy). AND I found out they had a similar sit down like this a year ago and the fuckers should have been evicted then (and they even said this themselves)

Mmm doctor's appointments, we love those. Everything came back cancer free but I still had to get abnomal cells removed... This was on Wednesday... I also got to see mom's new car, well SUV and drive it this week.

The had to put a grouding plate pad thing on my leg, freaky and they gave me novacaine with adrenaline in it... I did not like that feeling AT ALL. It scared me quite a bit. It made my heart race like crazy and my hands felt like they were hollow and I shook like crazy! All in all everything is taken care of for now so that's good!

Jessica is home from college so thank god I finally got to see her!!! We hung out Saturday and got a price on her tattoo and then Tuesday she got her tattoo! :-D I was supposed to hang out with her Wednesday after my doctor's appointment but I was so drained... I barely remember speaking to her!

I got to hang out with her Friday which was fun. We went to the Hut, watched the SU Game, watched Twilight and hung out. Good times.

Saturday we had a local static event at our store. It was loads of fun :-D It was a rap duo but the guys were really good!

I'm also 99% sure I'm moving back to Hastings after April. It will be much easier going back to school and everything... I stress out so much about paying bills that I think the less I have the easier it will be in the long run.
3 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Tuesday, March 17th, 2009

Time:4:18 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
I finally finished this!

Sorry for sharing something that stupid, It's just so nice to finish things I start.

I hope everyone is having a nice St. Patty's Day!
6 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Thursday, March 12th, 2009

Time:11:56 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
We went to see Watchmen for free before it came out in theaters on the 2nd. It was amazing!

The next day I had a doctor's appointment and that was oh so fun. I had a mole removed (and biopsied) so I had fresh stitches and then it was off to the Taste of Chaos show in Clifton Park... Mmmmm Thursday! We also saw Cancer Bats (very good!), Four Year Strong (decent), Pierce the Veil (awful vocals, but the rest, decent), and Bring Me the Horizon (brutal). The show was alot of fun! It was definitely worth the drive and the cost of tickets (they were only $20 each, not bad!). The only sucky thing was having the stitches but I definitely toughed it out for Thursday and I got my butt right up front! :-D It was amazing and I was definitely overdue to see them. The last time I saw them live was at Hellfest 2003 and that means 5 1/2 years ago!

However, on the way there I got a phone call from my same doctor's test telling me my Pap Smear came back abnormal so I would have to have a colposcopy and a biopsy of my cervix done, which I had this past Tuesday. HOLY SUCK FEST. It was very uncomfortable and hurt when he took the second sample... My mom was amazing and took the day off to go with me since I was a bit nervous as I never had the procedure done before. She also took me out to lunch afterwards so in turn I went with her to take my grandfather grocery shopping. Lunch was so good.

Good news about the mole is it came back cancer free... if I had let it stay longer it could have turned into something so it's a good thing it's gone. I'm really hoping my cervical biospy comes back cancer free, because that would be amazing... plus no one really wants cancer... I did some research and there are only 10,000 cases of cervical cancer reported per year because routine screenings (pap smears) call out the abnormal cells and those are removed before they can turn into anything else (if it is cancer free then he will just freeze my cervix and remove the cells!) YAY!

So keep your fingers crossed or whatever it is you do, for me. Okay?

Works been decent. Nice thing is, last week I got to tell some scene douche bags to get out of the store for being dicks. They were pissing me and Heather off and they were pissing off customers... They had the nerve to come back in today and look at plugs and it made me laugh because they shut the fuck up the whole time they were in the store. :-D

Tomorrow is 9 months for me and Jay. I'm really suprised it has been this long already!

And hopefully tomorrow I will have new hair.

I got to work at Great Nothern tonight instead of Carousel, it was slow but a nice change of scenery.
scream a melody

Wednesday, February 25th, 2009

Subject:One After Another...
Time:12:07 am.
Mood: sick.
... my body keeps getting sick! First it was cold sores, then my wisdom teeth came in, then some girly issues and now a head cold!

WOO :-D So I have spent my past two days off in pj's with tissues in hand :-P

Life has been pretty decent despite constantly trying to heal something. I love my new phone. I went with the Dare. It's all touch screen and I am getting quite used to it!

Oh and the biggest best news ever. I'M REGISTERED FOR SUMMER CLASSES AT OCC!!! So yes I am going back, maybe not full time, maybe not full time right away but I will see how it goes... I really need medical insurance and I get it through work working full time... :-) So I can always try and juggle a few classes and work? :-) I live alot closer to OCC now so it should be easier... no more 1 hour long drive to class but more like 20 minutes to drive to class :-) Jay has to go up there tomorrow to do his placement testing and then he will get scheduled and go to VA Affairs and everything will be squared away with him! I need to get a loan (I'm currently non-matriculated because I fucked up last time I was there)... sooooo if I pass my two summer classes I get back to being matriculated which means financial aid. YAY! (I wasn't eligible for it before because apparently my mother made too much money and now that I'm on my own they will see I make shit in comparison).

My hair has grown out sooo much. In a couple weeks when the colors fade quite a bit I will be changing them (of course the one time I want my hair to fade, it doesn't do it as quickly as I'd like). I got my yellow in the mail last week and have the red and orange already :-D. I will have black underneath so it's going to look sweeeeet, or so I hope.

Jessica called and told me Stephen Lynch will be playing in SUNY Potsdam so hopefully we'll get to go to that!

I'm going to see Thursday next week in concert! WOOO!!!

Joe is willing to switch my schedule around for me which I have no problem working any day he would like me too minus Tuesday because that's when the Thursday concert is)

So all in all despite being broke as hell, this next week will be great! :-D

And I really can't wait to do my hair. :-)
14 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Wednesday, February 11th, 2009

Subject:Phone Help!
Time:12:49 am.
Mood: contemplative.
So which phone should I go with?

LG Voyager or LG Dare?


Any info would rock :-P
6 hardcore songs| scream a melody

Thursday, February 5th, 2009

Subject:I've Been Dying...
Time:10:56 pm.
Mood: okay.
... to be able to dye Jay's hair and I go to do blue tips! YAY! They look awesome!!

We got to see Mall Cop a couple of weeks ago. It was funny :-D We went out to dinner a few times and other than that, it's been working and hanging out at home and playing Gears of War 2 Co-op.

Since last time I updated Jess had to go back to school, which sucks!

However I did get to go to Ashley's for the Super Bowl Party, which was nice to be able to see everyone since I don't get to get out too much since I work alot :-)

I'm itching to dye my hair now but I'm going to wait a little longer for it to grow out some :-D But I do know what I'm doing next... :-D It's exciting.
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